TEEN QUESTION/PROBLEM:
see there's this guy named Kevin and he's been there for me for a pretty long time. he was the last person I saw before I almost died when I tried to kill mysel f at age 13. its been 3 years since then and he still doesn't hate me. I wanna reach outto him and tell i wanna kill myself. I want to ask him for help. I love him so much and right now he's my life. Hes the only one i trust. But i'm scared. I'm scared he'll get mad and hate me, or even worse, I don't want him to feel hurt or feel like he's a bad bf, cause hes actually the best thing thats happened to me. what should I do?

TEEN LINE WROTE:
Hi,
I understand you are scared to talk to your friend about your suicidal thoughts, and how he might react. It's great that he cares for you and that you know he does. It's seems that he cares so much about you that he would do anything to help you. Talking to him about your feelings would allow him to know what's going on, and help you. It can be scary to tell someone you love how you truly feel because of what they might say or do. However, he would probably be glad to know that you are reaching out for help, and talking to him about your feelings. Have you thought about what would happen to him if you committed suicide? How would that affect him? I understand certain things might be going on in your life, and have cause you to feel this way. However, taking your l ife is not the best answer at all!! I am really concerned about you and would feel much better if you would talk to someone.

If you would prefer to talk to someone else about this you could call TEEN LINE or The California Youth Crises Line. If you like to call the Youth Crises Line their number is (800)792-8610. They are open 24hrs, and you can call them whenever you'd like.

You can also call us at 310-855-4673. We are open from 6 to 10 everyday. I really hope this email was helpful, and that you talk to someone about this. Take care.

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