Abortion

[BelleFilm]

About 1.5 yrs ago now I was pregnant, but given the circumstances and the father and who I am, I chose not to have the baby at this time (judge me as you will but keep the critical stuff to yourselves please).
Ever since then I bounced back and forth from hating myself to starting to know I did the right thing at the time. But recently I have been having dreams and fears about the future, I worry about what if I later when im ready to, get pregnant again and lose the baby, I dont think I could handle that. Im also getting married soon so I know thats part of why this is hitting me, my fiance is my best friend and would be the most wonderful husband and father, I am so excited to have a family with him but terrified as well. What if im bad at it, what if i lose the baby, all these what ifs and they wont shut up

any suggestions? and actually if you wanna comment on abortion, sure go ahead with that as well.

love
Belle

[LunarKittens]

It's okay to worry about the future, nothing wrong with that. I don't what to say but, honestly if you think your fiance is going to be a great father and husband, maybe you should just trust in that and try to focus on the present and not worry about what people have to say and what if.

[BelleFilm]

It's okay to worry about the future, nothing wrong with that. I don't what to say but, honestly if you think your fiance is going to be a great father and husband, maybe you should just trust in that and try to focus on the present and not worry about what people have to say and what if.

You are very right Thank you

[mocktrialchick]

Listen...please. its done and over with for you. But I believe abortion is wrong. Well, if you're a true Christian, it is. It was not that soul's fault that you had sex. God had a plan for that child. By aborting it, you may think you are not a mother. But you are. You're a mother of a dead child. I know that sounds harsh. But it makes me sick to think that, the poor little baby will never even meet his mother, see the sun etc. It's too late for this child. But its never too late for another. All I ask is that you realize that your child is gone. But you can prevent it from happening to other babies. I wish you the best.

[BelleFilm]

Listen...please. its done and over with for you. But I believe abortion is wrong. Well, if you're a true Christian, it is. It was not that soul's fault that you had sex. God had a plan for that child. By aborting it, you may think you are not a mother. But you are. You're a mother of a dead child. I know that sounds harsh. But it makes me sick to think that, the poor little baby will never even meet his mother, see the sun etc. It's too late for this child. But its never too late for another. All I ask is that you realize that your child is gone. But you can prevent it from happening to other babies. I wish you the best.

i am very confused as to how to respond to or feel about this comment, i think you said some very direct things at me that did not need to be said and is not your place to say but i guess i agree with the last tiny part and thank you for the wishes...

[SoWaTiFiMdIfFeReNt]

I cannot see how you can be worried about your future baby dying if you chose to end ones life. Think about that. As for the rest: it's natural to be scared. Got controls the future- not you. What ever is best will be chosen for you. Just trust that God will handle it and help you.

[BelleFilm]

I cannot see how you can be worried about your future baby dying if you chose to end ones life. Think about that. As for the rest: it's natural to be scared. Got controls the future- not you. What ever is best will be chosen for you. Just trust that God will handle it and help you.

I dont believe in God