pretendyourealive wrote:because it makes sense.
How is this so? I mean i know life is hard and depression its tough, but there has to be something to hold you to the earth like a family member, a friend, or something.
pretendyourealive wrote:i don't have the motivation to write out all of my reasoning here but believe me, i've considered it logically. this isn't some spur-of-the-moment omgz wangsty teen decision. i have had suicidal ideation since i was eleven.
Its sad to hear that you have been depressed for that long, but if you really think about it do u seriously think that no one cares or will care about you? I didnt figure it was a as you say wangsty teen decision.
pretendyourealive wrote:and hahahahahaha f*** no a psychiatric hospital is the last thing i need.
Are you sure that one wouldnt help you, if you stayed a while. They could possibly help you get over your depression and give you means of coping with your depression and someone to talk to about your suicidal tendencies.
pretendyourealive wrote:whatever i'm probably not even going to make it through the week so it doesn't matter.
I hope that you make it through the week and you are able to get to past your suicidal behavior. Try to hold on.