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[mary93]

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[dcastillo95]

I really don't think that there is anything wrong with you. Ive met a couple other people likeyou and with them it was just that they wanted attention. I don't know if that's what you want but if it is you can find it in other situations that aren't going to hurt you. The only thing that you can change is trying to get your confidence higher. I don't know you but you are a strong beautiful girl and you are worth A lot more than what youthink you deserve. Hope i helped. If u have any questions just messenger me.

[maeghan]

typically with this kind of situation it seems like you are looking for a man that fits the same stereo type as your father. Your trying to fill that missing piece with wanting older men and you want your fathers attention by looking for bad things to happen to you. I really think that you need to talk a rape victim or a woman who was in a abusive relationship so that you can see the damages that they do to a person. There isnt anything wrong with you, you just want that parental figure to look up to and talk to. if you need anything else please message me. i hope that helped

[mary93]

I definitely think my father's a part of it but I know that's not ALL of it. I was having these self-destructive urges before the thing with my father happend, they weren't as strong or "dark" as they r now but I still remember having them. I know that regardless of the sex stuff that hapened with my father that he's never been around anyway and I really do crave for a dad sooo bad that it hurts and I cry sometimes but when I get these urges it's not always because I'm feeling neglected or in need of attention.. I can't really explain it but it's like this constant thing.. like I fantasize about getting abused(sexually, physically, & emotionally) and controlled and I crave it like most pple probably want for sex.. I'm interested in having relationships with guys around my age, I look at guys and think about them and stuff like other girls do but if they're not abusive and controlling/dominating in some way I lose interest in them romantically. Idk what my problem is but I can feel that it's more to it than just the issues with my father..