Please don't commit suicide! I know that life sucks and sometimes suicide seems like the only solution, but it's not. I know how u feel... I mean you've been thru a lot more than me, but I know what it's like to just want to swallow all the pills, jump off the bridge, or pull the trigger, but u would just be robbing yourself. I mean what if life does get better? If u kill yourself, you'll NEVER know. By the way, stuff like drugs and all that only make u happy for a minute...so you should'nt do them. And PLEASE don't give up on your dream! Dreams are all we have...without them we're nothing. Just cuz other ppl don't believe in your dreams doesn't mean u shouldn't. And the only reason ppl say u don't have it bad is because they don't understand what you're goning thru. My mom tells me the same exact thing, but it's cuz she doesn't know what it's like to hate like so much that u would want to kill yourself. So yeah. I'm really really sorry that ur going thru so much, it's not fair. But ppl that have been thru alot and understand u, WILL care. I know I don't know u, but I care about anyone who understands what I'm going thru. And don't hate yourself because we're ALL beautiful even if we don't believe it, and those girls who played u don't deserve u. So, please don't commit suicide cuz I care...I mean it.
Also if u ever want to talk just hit me up. k?
P.s. sorry this is so long and terribly punctuated. lol