13 years ago i was i was being raped and abused, it started when i was 6 ended when i was 12, i was being reaped and abused by my birth father and uncle in britan

then moved to Vancouver BC where one of my new familys son started to hurt me too from 13-18, i'm sadly 19 now and really confused

it's hard to like men due to my past

like when friends r talking about guy's and looking at photos they get turnd on, me not so much, when we talk about girls and look at photos i feel funny (down stairs) like i fee like i like girls more than men like i'm scared of them in a sexual way and i feel like i'm a freak for likeing women/girls more than men/boys. i'm confused

please help me i need help
