It really wasn't until I switched to a liberal school that I realized that I might be 'different'. I went through a really rough time, and my only friend was a girl who I really opened myself up to...8th and 9th grade I just went downhill faster and faster, self-harm, suicidal thoughts...I got drunk too just to try to erase everything. She was always the one I went to first for help. I realized about a year ago, I have really fallen hard for this girl.
At dances, I got SO jealous when some guy danced with her, or starting making out with her. And really, all I want to do, is show her how much I care, and love her.
She doesn't know I like her, specifically. She knows I like someone, and she knows that I am confused, but I don't know how she would react if I just told her.
I really do not want to lose her.
I am so scared...help?