What is going on...?

[alwayshere]

It really wasn't until I switched to a liberal school that I realized that I might be 'different'. I went through a really rough time, and my only friend was a girl who I really opened myself up to...8th and 9th grade I just went downhill faster and faster, self-harm, suicidal thoughts...I got drunk too just to try to erase everything. She was always the one I went to first for help. I realized about a year ago, I have really fallen hard for this girl.
At dances, I got SO jealous when some guy danced with her, or starting making out with her. And really, all I want to do, is show her how much I care, and love her.
She doesn't know I like her, specifically. She knows I like someone, and she knows that I am confused, but I don't know how she would react if I just told her.
I really do not want to lose her.
I am so scared...help?

[Lost and in love212]

I think the best thing for u is to tell her a little how u feel and tell her some of the possibilities of ur feelungs

[heretohelp13]

hey there well hun..I would say tell her how you feel she might feel the same way and if so u have been hiding in a hole for a while now that u could have been out there with her chancing the world and loving her...i am going through the same thing at the moment and no matter how annoying it gets you should be there for her....her gf sucks so be there to catch her...she will thank you and hopefully fall madly in love with you wish you the best keep me posted!!!

[Cuddlebear]

I definately agree with the crew up here. Trust me, i know it's scary but putting your feelings out there will clear your mind of all the doubt you've collected. If she likes you, then awsome you can be together, and if not, then it'll just be a step towards getting over her. Sounds kinda like i'm being a hypocrite considering my situation, but i think you should take a shot at it, and just tell her how you feel. Good luck, i hope it all works out.