suicide fixes probs

[cbaby93]

i cant think about nething happy or good. ive cut, thought of suicide, and od. i cant deal with life nemore, and suicide seems to to be the only answer. the only thing keeping me alive is the love my best friend and my family have 4 me. i culdnt even tell my parents about my depressoin till yesterday, i culdnt tell ne1 except my best friend and my cousin. i felt like no1 was there to tell me suicide isnt the answer.

[spices]

its really good that you have a close friend who cares about you and a family that loves you becuase that definitely softens the blow of life, talk to your friend about all this which im sure you have but it just really helps to talk a lot,
and if no one else is there then i will be, i am telling you that suicide is not the answer
i've thought about suicide more times then i can count and have attmepted quite a few times but in the end something always held me back because suicide does not fix your problems it just leaves them permanently unsolved

[cbaby93]

thanks.
i cant tell u how much i think about suicide. even after getting help, i still have probs thinking of good things. wen i got on here i found out how many ppl felt like the world doesnt need them nemore, and i feel sad and i try to convince ppl otherwise, but i cant convince myself.

[MyOnlyReson]

i know exactly what you mean!!! one of my closest friends was on bout killing herself and i was trying to persuade her of all the reasons she has to live, but at the same time i attempted suicide. i couldnt see any happiness in the reasons i gave her but i thought it would help her!!!

now i know that suicide isnt the answer.. things have turned out quite well for me, but months ago i was the lowest of the low. im sooo glad that i didnt succeed in killing myself!!! id have missed out on sooo much happiness!!!

please hang in the there!!!
i promise it will get better!!!
im living proof!!

xxxx

[FallingSky]

thanks.
i cant tell u how much i think about suicide. even after getting help, i still have probs thinking of good things. wen i got on here i found out how many ppl felt like the world doesnt need them nemore, and i feel sad and i try to convince ppl otherwise, but i cant convince myself.

That looks exactly like something I would post.
I completely understand where you are coming from, and I'm sure a lot of other people here do too. But suicide is definitely not the way to go. That is because you have so much life left ahead of you - so much more time to learn, to fall, yet to get back up on your feet too. Things won't stay like they are forever. Life is always changing, and one day yours will change for the better. It might not be as soon as you'd appreciate, but you won't feel like this forever. It's great that you can help other people, and it's completely understandable that sometimes it can be a bit harder to help yourself. I assume that you have a hard time thinking of good things because maybe there aren't as many good things happening in your life right now as you would like there to be. But I can promise you that there still are plenty of good things out there that are just waiting to happen to you, if you keep on walking and fighting. There's a light at the end of every tunnel, and it never fades, or disappears. And you never know how close to it you really are. Stay strong. xx