i cant tell u how much i think about suicide. even after getting help, i still have probs thinking of good things. wen i got on here i found out how many ppl felt like the world doesnt need them nemore, and i feel sad and i try to convince ppl otherwise, but i cant convince myself.
That looks exactly like something I would post.
I completely understand where you are coming from, and I'm sure a lot of other people here do too. But suicide is definitely not the way to go. That is because you have so much life left ahead of you - so much more time to learn, to fall, yet to get back up on your feet too. Things won't stay like they are forever. Life is always changing, and one day yours will change for the better. It might not be as soon as you'd appreciate, but you won't feel like this forever. It's great that you can help other people, and it's completely understandable that sometimes it can be a bit harder to help yourself. I assume that you have a hard time thinking of good things because maybe there aren't as many good things happening in your life right now as you would like there to be. But I can promise you that there still are plenty of good things out there that are just waiting to happen to you, if you keep on walking and fighting. There's a light at the end of every tunnel, and it never fades, or disappears. And you never know how close to it you really are. Stay strong. xx