help me please

[carmen_mufasa]

Well I recently got out of a suicide attempt and it was because of bad memories that came back to haunt me. About 6 months ago I went out with some friends and when I got home my brother was really mad cuz he was worried about me but he did something I didn't think he would do... he hit me.. and it wasn't like a slap or anything it was multiple punches to the face and I didn't do anything back... I didn't hesitate to even fight back.. and I turned my head and my mom was sitting there watch him hit me without saying anything to him or trying to stop him. I got up and ran to my room but my brother caught up to me and he asked me where I was and before I told him there was another hit in the face... and well after that he got an extention chord and hit me with it multiple times... I never spoke to my dad about it cuz I'm scared of what might happen... and when this comes to my mind I lose control and think no one here loves me or even wants me here... I don't know what to do

[Helpingothers]

I think u should tell yur dad cause he needs to no wats gng on in yu family n if yur brother hit I n yur mom didn't say anything den ders something wrong n u need yur dad 2 Protect u hope dis helped if u ever wana talk feel free to Pm

[carmen_mufasa]

Its hard... I've tried telling him so many times but when I'm about to tell him I get real scared I don't want my family to break appart.

[dani199796]

ok well the best thing to do is tell him its goin to be hard but yu hav to do it... it mite be yur best choice rite now and being beat isnt good for anyone i promise yu tht i was abused and things by brothers it wasnt good at all and i finally got the guts up to tell my mom and my mom didnt do anything til i had prove tht they really did it and she stopped talkin to my brothers after tht... now just tell yur dad and things mite get a lil rough but yu need to tell him

[carmen_mufasa]

Thank you guys a lot.... I might just tell him when he comes back home but for now idk what to do I've gotten grounded for trying to commit suicide... is that even right? I need a distraction.

[dani199796]

ok ya its rite for them to ground yu i mean its better then goin somewhere for a week where yu dont no anyone... i mean and a distraction can be talkin to someone like one of us on here if yu want to yu can PM me and can talk tht way (:

[carmen_mufasa]

Thanks (: and I already did