All my life I've struggled with harsh situations; my dad beat me until people started questioning the bruises, my mom has had nothing nice to say to me ever (your ugly, stupid, a b*tch, no one would ever want to near you, your fat), and my sister is violent verbally and physically. And, lately i just feel like i'm dying inside, I use to not let things get to me but lately everything that happens just feels like a beating. I fell for a guy who left me broken hearted after he slept with me, then my best friend turned out to not be my best friend, and is saying hateful things about me behind my back. Like I just don't know who to trust. And, with all the hateful things my mom and sister have to say about my physical appearance, I've stopped eating. The work, school, & competitive soccer stress is just taking a burden on me. I just don't know what to do anymore, every night I go to bed praying that I wont wake in the morning, so I don't have to live another day of my life.