Have you ever gotten to that point in life where you just can't move on? Where everything that happens is just bad? That's how I feel right now... My dad doesn't want me because I am a piece of trash, I keep having nightmares about my ex beating the crap out of me, I have relapsed into cutting/anorexia. I tried therapy, I really did. I was open and honest and I wanted to feel better. It just made it worse, it made all the feelings I was hiding to be pushed back up. I literally have not slept since Wednesday night so for almost a week. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep living like this.