I don't know what to do...

[ana-mia]

Have you ever gotten to that point in life where you just can't move on? Where everything that happens is just bad? That's how I feel right now... My dad doesn't want me because I am a piece of trash, I keep having nightmares about my ex beating the crap out of me, I have relapsed into cutting/anorexia. I tried therapy, I really did. I was open and honest and I wanted to feel better. It just made it worse, it made all the feelings I was hiding to be pushed back up. I literally have not slept since Wednesday night so for almost a week. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep living like this.

[Helpingothers]

i no exactly hw yur feeling ! yur feeling lyk crap arent u ? you dont need yur dad u need 2 talk talk 2 someone abt hw u feel abt hw much it hurts u 2 have nightmares abt yur ex beating u ! yur a beautiful person m sure but u cant just give up on life think abt yur siblings (if u have any ) abt yur best frnd , d people who want 2 c u smile ! talk 2 someone yur close 2 an trust its d best thing 2 do ! i will pray u find peace ! yur beautiful n dis world needs u dont forget that ! if u wana talk of need help let me no cause i no hw it is i feel d same ! god bless u