NyQuil...

[Hatemylife.]

I told my bestfriend today that all I wanted to do was go home and drink a whole bottle of NyQuil and never wake up.. He just looked at me.. and shook his head.. But wasn't that a huge hint that all I want to do is die? He knows I'm depressed. Why wouldn't he say anything? I think about dying all day everyday.. I've tried but obviously not succeed. One night I wrote a suicude note, layed it on my bed.. and almost did it. Suicide never leaves my head.. It's alway there.. Some days something bad will happen and I'll just think "I wish I would have done it" But others something good will happen and I'll think "I'm so glad I was still alive for that." I dont know. I need help. A lot of help. It's like I drop hints about doing it but no one cares enough to catch on.. Please someone help me.

[dcastillo95]

What you need to do is talk to your bestfriend. The reason he just shakes his head at you is probably he doesn't understand why you would want to do that. Explain to him why you feel that way. As for your suicide thoughts you have to be strong and think about what would happen if you did die. What would your family.and friends do? You will never know what the future could have held.for you. You may not believe this.now but everything happens for a reason and it makes you stronger in the end. Don't lose faith there is always someoneyou can talk to. Message me if you ever need to talk. Hope I helped!

[a7734]

Your in the exact situation as me, no joke.i would tell my best friend stuff like "i wish it would all stop. Everyhing, life itself." she didnt get it. I OD'd a couple of months ago, and immideatly regretted it seconds after swallowing the pills. I was taken to a self injury rehab center. No phones,clocks, internet and no going outside... It sucked. I was only there for 3 days, and not a day goes by where i dont think about it. I felt dumb for trying to kill myself. There were teens there with way worse problems. Stuff that should be featured on the oprah show. Think about things before you commit. How many people you'll effect. That sticks with someone forever, the experience of loosing a friend. The place i went to really helped me think about things... Maybe thats all you need. Is some time to think. Bad things happen so better things can come, is my motto. (: haha. Cliche, i know. Message me if you ever need to talk. Hope this helped.

[Helpingothers]

m on the same boat as u hatemylife ! even i hatemylife ! d pain doesnt stop ive been telling my bestfriend dat i am gonna jump off a roof and she doesnt get the damn point y i wana do it ! she noes i have problems n i wana finish n make others life better by ending mine !!

[a7734]

That's pretty ironic because my bestfriend ended up falling off a roof. She had talked about how depressed she was but no one ever believed her. She's gone super downhill from there... Juvy is up next for her. The best thing to do would be to try and distract yourself from thinking about those thoughts. It worked for me. I started playing tennis for my hs and I'm waaaay better now. They re occur now an then but I just think about how happy I am and think about all the people I would dissapoint if I actually went through with it.