I've only turned 13 recently, I have been bullied since i was 8 by the way I act and used to look, I have so much going on, here's the part of my story I feel comfortable telling you:
As a child i had to grow up too quickly, even though I was called names and hit for years, I had to put it all aside for the sake of my family, these bullies used to call me names, push me around, slap me, punch me, I resulted in ending up with a broken hand to later found out they had done nerve damage, I'd be hit and pushed into lockers in year 7 and end up in hospital with concussion, I'd have rumor spread about my family that I just couldn't take. Truth is I've never been a child, never had a childhood, never been allowed out to play, never taken to Alton towers or out shopping, I have 9 people in my entire family, they are my mum, dad, gran, grandpa, uncle, aunty and 3 cousins. Recently I have had 3 family members die, one of ovarian cancer, one of breast cancer, and one in a motorbike crash. I had to help look after my family, and help out round the house, I've also been quite unwell, I've had many accidents and have a injured back that doesnt allow me to do physical activity for long amounts of time and I've been very ill with viruses, I don't eat, because i can't, it makes me feel terrible unless it's a certain thing I feel comfortable eating, sometimes i will skip lunch, I'm extremely small and to be honest I'm trying to turn my life around and get out of this, my mood changes so quickly, I also slit and am covered in scars.
That's the part of my story I feel comfortable with telling you, I think I'm mentally scarred, I don't know if I can take it anymore. I don't want to die because I dot want to leave my family. But ive considered it many times. I just need someone to talk too.