I'm a bit of a rebel at school, i've dyed my hair blue, I've swore at the teachers, I've got into physical fights with other kids, and my mom used to cry about it whenever she got a letter from the school. One night I came home from an enjoyable day of skiving, and mom had gotten another letter. She just sat there ignoring me. I started crying and begged her to speak to me. Mom started crying too and finally looked at me. She just slapped the table and shouted at me "I give up, Meg! I give up! you happy now?". She went upstairs and locked herself in her bedroom. I bought her some flowers and did my best at painting her a picture. I kept doing stuff like that for weeks, but she didn't take any notice. I cooked her dinner but she wouldn't come down. So I piled all the stuff I had bought and made up in the middle of our table, and walked out slamming the door behind me. I just went to the park and waited on the swings until about one in the morning, and then I headed home. When I got there mom ran to me and gave me a big hug, we where both crying. The point is, your mom will probably love you still, although I don't know. Try and apologise with all your heart, act like you want to when you do, because you probably feel really bad.
I am who I am and your approval isn't needed.