why didnt i tell :°°<

[hurting-one]

i was abused by my older foster brother when i was 13 1/2-15, he was 19,our mom would make us go and play in the play room after school,and so we would we'd play with the transformers,on the computer,with my dolls normal stuff.but one day he told me we where going to play doctor i though ok we played it before with my dolls, but he did mean with the dolls this time, i didnt know he was he was going to hurt me :°°< he started tuching me i felt weird,then he went under my cloths :°°< started tuching my cheast then he layed me down and undid my pants :°°< i told him no to stop, but all he did was smerk/laugh, :°°< then he started tuching me down below then he puted his fingers inside me, i was frozen with fear then he...he...he :°°< forced my hand down his pants to tuch his :°°< then he :°°°< pulled it out and :°°°°< he told me if i didnt let him put it in me he'd kill me :°°< i was stupid and i believed him. he made me do it all the time. our mom asked if he was hurting me i told her no becaus i didnt wanna die,i was scared shed be mad at me. then one day our mom walked in and seen him abuseing me :°°°< she was angry really angry at me, i wanted to tell her but i was too scared to, it's my fault it happend for as long as it did, if only i had told my mom or fought back instead of being a pathetic frozen with fear slut, am i wrong? :°°< why?? did i feel weird when he was doing things to me? i was saying no but my body was being funny was i asking for it? was my body likeing it? why was my body acting funny :°°< why?????? :°°°°< why didnt i do more to fight it?? :°°°< why????

[hurting-one]

please help me, please reply please :°°<

[epicreader16]

It is very wrong what your foster brother did...he should not have done it...and you are not a slut...and im sry to hear he did it...but it was not ur fault....

If you need to talk or someone to listen or whatever feel free to pm me

[LunarKittens]

You were scared this is not your fault and I'm not sure if there was anyway to stop it besides telling someone or reporting it. I could see why you didn't to it he threaten you and put fear into you. He was a very cruel person if you can even call him that because a person wouldn't had done such a horrible thing. The only person to blame is him because he knew what he was doing. Don't blame this on yourself when it was never your fault to begin with and you're not a slut. You never deserved such a horrible thing and I admire your strength to even write this. My advice might not be the best but if you ever need someone to talk to you could always PM me if you feel comfortable that is.

[xXKendra101Xx]

What he did was wrong...And i don't blame you for not telling anyone..You didn't know what to believe..He threatened you and you didn't know what to do. Your A very strong girl.. Your Mom really should be proud because you are amazing had have been through so much stuff, Your a real inspiration!

[Helpingothers]

M sry 2 hear abt wat yur foster brother did 2 u It was wrong of him n he should be punished for it ! n I understand y u didn't tell yur mom u were scared and didn't no wat 2 do it's normal ! Yur truly an insPiration ! Hats off 4 u 2 even be able 2 Post it ! God bless u always ! I'f u ever need 2 talk Pm me ill be happy 2 help

[Helpingothers]

U can't blamed dis on yurself u haven't done anythIng wrong it was yur foster brother who was wrong u should talk 2 smeone somebody who u believe in smeone u can trust its d easiest thing 2 do