HELP

[Drummergrl]

So my life has had it's ups and downs but there is no getting better from here..a couple of months ago I started to like my boyfriends best friend we kissed and it just kept going we didn't go very far but we kissed a lot and he fell in love with me. Well he then stopped talking to me and picked his girlfriend and I picked my boyfriend over him. He then started talking to my best friend and no longer will even say one word to me. Recently my boyfriends friend raped me I was scared and didn't know what to do I still haven't told anyone except my boyfriend and two of my close friends. I am bi by the way and so about 3 weeks ago me and this girl started talking she said she had liked me for a while and she came over after school one day and she laid on top of me and we kissed and made out and she left my house and didnt talk to me again and told me that it was because of my boyfriend but I just found out that she is talking to a guy. I think she lied to me so she could get the guy over me. I don't think she ever liked me and led me on. I don't know what to do anymore I am so depressed and the fact that my teacher was just placed on leave because she bought alcohol for a minor and had a sexual relationship with her and she was my favorite teacher and she was amazing and now she is no longer here at school and it hurts I have gotten a new teacher and I really like her but it isn't the same and while I am typing this I am sitting in her old classroom because my teacher wasn't here so I have a sub and wee are in her room. I am hurting a lot and I don't know who to talk to and I feel like I have no where to turn anymore. I am afraid I will start cutting myself again and I am scared.. Anyone have any advice?

[LCThomas]

wow, seems to me as though you are going through alot! I know its hard to take in so many things at once and to try and make sense of them all and you may call me crazy for saying this but "all things happen for a reason" that has recently become my outlook on life, and its helped me alot! I've been tryin my hardest not to look at the negative in every situation but find the positive in negative situations! Its hard having people use you and then leave you but sometimes we have to realize that its not your fault, its their horrible messed up mentality that tells them that is oh-kay to do to someone! Im sure you are a great girl, and have lots going for you, so dont let this bring you down! I say try and embrace the situation, and remember if these people walked away from you then they werent goood enough for you anyways! Keep your head up! You seem like a very strong and intelligent girl!

[Drummergrl]

Thank you so much that reLly means something to me. Thanks for replying!

[LCThomas]

your so very welcome:)