by rhirhijay » Wed Mar 21, 2012 10:36 pm
Hi, my name is Rhiannon.
I'm almost 16 and me and my boyfriend have been dating for for almost two years (June 2nd) I love him to death. He is such a huge role in my life right now. Two months ago, I moved out of my moms house into my dads. I left because my mom was constantly ignoring me, making me take care of my siblings while she was out with friends or having sex with her boyfriend. My parents aren't even legally divorced yet! Every time they have sex, I hear it. It disgusts me.. I feel like abandoned m sisters an brothers.. Lately though, according to my boyfriend, I haven't been open, I hide stuff, and I'm ignoring him. I don't notice it. We haven't hung out since October. We haven't had sex since then either. We just had a fight.. He told me he won't leave me though. I told him all it was was that I missed him.. I again promised to try to fix these problems though i never knew how to so i ignored it and it just got worse.. I broke into tears when I came to finally say I'm depressed.. I want to feel better. I don't know what to do though. I want help, but I don't want to go back to my moms.. I miss my boyfriend. Do I just Ned some time with him and talk or should I get help? I want o improve our relationship..but I don't know where to start..
lovin life :]