I think I have a relationship addiction?

[guitargod8787]

I know no one's going to read/respond to this, but I just need to get this out there...
Ever since I was in 4th grade (I'm in 10th now) I've had depression. I've been to psychiatrists and psychologists and everything trying to figure out why I feel the way I do. After a few years of just analyzing myself, it's somewhat obvious that I have a relationship addiction. True, I didn't have relationships persay in 4th and 5th grade, but it's always been the idea of trying to find true love. Like, the kind of love you always see in movies. I just want that so bad, and I'm afraid I'm gonna grow up and die alone so I'm exhausting every possiblity now. I've gone through at least 14 'relationships' during middle school (grade 6,7,8) most of them were complete wastes of time, but in a select few I had a glimmer of that love I've always wanted. So, my question is, will I ever find somebody? Am I too young to be worrying about this? Does true love like in the movies even exist? Or am I just kidding myself?

--A worried 15 y/o boy..

[PGHS-387]

You are definitely not alone with this. I'm a 17 y/o boy and I still struggle with feelings like this. I was actually to the point where I'd told my self that I was going to get involved in as few relationships as I could because when Miss Perfect came along I didn't want to have any old "feelings" about past girlfriends. I was actually just involved in my first relationship (yes, my first and I'm 17) a few months ago. I thought it was the real deal, then out of the blue she broke up with me over the phone and hasn't spoke a word to me since.
I know that not finding love might feel like the end of the world, but trust me bro, it isn't the end of the world. You will find love, probably when you're least expecting to find it actually. I don't believe that you are kidding yourself at all, when you find true love it will be better than what's on the movies. You will know when you find it bro, trust me.

Good Luck.