I am jealous of my rapist...

[Anonymous5150]

So my exboyfriend who raped me just had his second child.
He hit me while he was dating me and then raped me after i left him. however, i already told that story.
My point of this is...
I went to the doctor and learned that there is a 50% chance i may not be able to have children. (PS: the number on ething in my life i want to do is be a mom)
My exboyfriend, my RAPIST!, who hit his first childs mother, and then left her on her own to care for her, is now having another.
I dont see how it is fair for someone so evil to have such a blessing.
Am i overreacting?
My boyfriend misunderstands my feelings, and assumes im upset because i wanted to have a child with my ex. It took alot of explaining to get through his head that its a child in general. (FYI: im not wanting a baby right now, but in my lifetime would be nice)
Well, what do you guys think?
Am i crazy? Or just experiencing what any victim would? or a bit of both?

[RDenise4]

I think that you are NOT crazy. You have the right to upset about the fact you may not have children. Disgusting "boys" like your ex will in fact be walking around getting away with the horrible things they do and having a blast and everything they ever want. It just means that they are selfish cowards. I'm not a very religious person, but I do know that there is something MAJOR ready for you in the world. Maybe there are children that can't be taken care of and you care meant to adopt? Maybe you WILL be able to have children. But, Don't feel like you are crazy for feeling the way you do. It's natural to be hurt and "jealous" of what he has...but there is something way better set up for you!:)

[Helpingothers]

Yur nt mad ! u want a child n ders nothing wrong wid dat ! Yur jealous of wat yur rapist has an ders nothing wrong wid dat either ! If u cant have children deb u mite consider adopting ! God is watching n m sure he's got a child somewhere 4 u

[hopefaithlovemac]

i dont think ur overreacting and karma will suck for him ... did u tell the cops or did he ever get arrested?????

[ImperfectPrincess]

Don't worry there is still a chance to have a child when you are older they say its a 50% chance well I know someone who was told they would never have kids and if she didn't I wouldn't have my best friend now and she wouldn't have her little brother... Or little sister. And in all areas I know how it feels to not have a chance to have kids I'm the same I have many problems in that area but I'll fight that when the time comes and after I have my child I'm becoming a surrogate for my best friend (she will not be able to have kids it is dangerous for her). But if you are not able to have kids naturally IVF is an option if mot do what I am doing for my best friend

[hopefaithlovemac]

wow lol pm me kk