i understand how it feels to think that the person will try it again .( i hope your parents know because he is your cousin i want to tell you if he tries to again and if they don't know u should tell .) it happened many years ago and i know then also it's hard to forget but you should not let someone else take over your life because your wasting every secong for aperson who does'nt care . things like these take time to heal but you should not giveup . the worst option is to hurt yourself actually it is not even a option . i understand you , i also quite lived around a person who did'nt care but you should alway's try and face it . hope it's okay and i hope u understand what i say .