Flashbacks and Nightmares

[neon__zebra13]

When I was 5 years old my 15 year old cousin raped me. he raped me any kind of way u could think of. now im 13 and im starting to have flashbacks and nightmares of it. im really scared and for some reason i think he knows where i live and i think hes trying to do it again. but its not true cuz he lives in ohio but it stills floats in my mind. hes taking control of me all over again and he doesnt even live with me!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive cut myself ive tried comitting suicide ive been in out of the psychiatric hospital 2 times in 2 weeks and im feeling alone cuz its awkward to talk about this

[xXKendra101Xx]

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[just complicated]

i understand how it feels to think that the person will try it again .( i hope your parents know because he is your cousin i want to tell you if he tries to again and if they don't know u should tell .) it happened many years ago and i know then also it's hard to forget but you should not let someone else take over your life because your wasting every secong for aperson who does'nt care . things like these take time to heal but you should not giveup . the worst option is to hurt yourself actually it is not even a option . i understand you , i also quite lived around a person who did'nt care but you should alway's try and face it . hope it's okay and i hope u understand what i say .

[Helpingothers]

It may nOt be easy 2 4 get ! But u should try 2 talk 2 someone a loved one someone u trust or If u don't want 2 do dat best of all just write it on pieces of papers n rip dem apart so d memories will be ripped ! Just try 2 pore it put on paper n shred it ! I hope I help ! May u find peace !

[ThatGirlLiz]

Did you tell someone? because he should be put into jail. If he's in jail he can't come after you.