by helpimalive » Tue Feb 28, 2012 11:08 am
I've been raped repeatedly by my mother's husband. It started when I was four and he would take pictures under my skirt. When I told my mom, she didn't believe me. She thought it was something I made up for attention, like an imaginary friend. She told me never to tell her that again...so I didn't. And then it got worse. I am now seventeen and he's still doing it. He comes into my room at night and molests me. Sometimes he waits till I'm sleeping, but other times he does it when he knows I'm awake. He says I secretly enjoy it and he wants to see the look on face. I can't stop him. I tried locking my door at night, but he took the doorknob off. I don't know what to do. If I tell my mom, she won't believe me. Even if she did believe me, he could go to jail. Then we wouldn't have an income and I have a handicapped brother. I just don't know what to do..
Sorry if I'm ranting. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.