I feel like such as failure I hate school and I don't wanna go. I have been battling depression for 4years now and it is exhausting. I don't even know if I know how to be happy. I just want to be happy. I want to never be depressed I want to never cut again an di don't want to feel the urge anymore. I want to do well in school I want to grow up and be successful but I feel like I will never outrun my depression or the mistakes I have made because of my sadness. I just wanna a do over of my life.
Never give up