Ughhh!

[whocares13]

I feel like such as failure I hate school and I don't wanna go. I have been battling depression for 4years now and it is exhausting. I don't even know if I know how to be happy. I just want to be happy. I want to never be depressed I want to never cut again an di don't want to feel the urge anymore. I want to do well in school I want to grow up and be successful but I feel like I will never outrun my depression or the mistakes I have made because of my sadness. I just wanna a do over of my life.

[SoWaTiFiMdIfFeReNt]

I am sorry to hear that you feel this way. I have also been going through alot of the struggles that you have. You seem to be an amazing person that horrible things keep happening too. If you ever need to chat feel free to pm me.