What do I do?

[whocares13]

I stopped cutting almost a year ago and I have worked hard to never cut again but I god dam family makes it so hard. There are so many f*** up things going on. Right now my mom is having a nervous break down screaming and yelling at my sister and cursing all of her children on how we ruined her life. I can't help put want to cut myself. I just don't wAnna cry or feel what I am feeling I need relief. Any advice....ughh life is so hard!

[SoWaTiFiMdIfFeReNt]

I know exactly how you feel. My mom is the same way and my dad... has problems. I know how hard it is too resist the urge to cut. Have you tried counseling? If you're anything like me you probably have and probably didn't like it. The whole I'm better than you, you're messed up and it's my job to fix you, fake compassion. not-so-secret eye rolling, thing that all counselors tend to do can really get on your nerves. They're like little robots, programmed to ruin our lives If you ever feel like talking to a real person, feel free to pm me.
~SoWaTiFiMdIfFeReNt