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[tree]

I cant eat. its simple. i cant, i dont like my mothers lecures on how i dont eat, i know i dont. but i cant help it! i wanna, but cant. the smell,taste, touch, and even just the thought of food makes me sick to my stomach, somedays are really bad ill go 48 hours working full time, going to school, walking around town, on nothing but maybe a can of pepsi, and a few crackers. only does it ever hit me that my health is bad, when i suddenly will collaspe, unable to move, but usually after a bit of sleep im able to move around and work again, even without eating! i dont mind its just im worryed for my own over all health, i understand its wrong, but i dont know how to fix it. sometimes ill eat a meal, but it will ever only be a childs size , and even that i cant stomach more the half. i cant ask my family for help, cause we really dont have money for profetional help, and they go on tellin me its my own fault, cuz it all started when i became dieting, not bad dietin just eating healthy , and they worked, i didnt take pills or puke or anything, but then i just suddenly stoped eating, and my family just makes me feel bad when i ask for help, like come on im 14! they expect me to care for my self 24/7.. witch i do. but wheni ask for help its bad... and my friends i dont wanna even mention it cause i dont wanna put my problems into there live, i mean everyone has sumting they need fixed right? im just confuzed, passing out is geting dangerous, somtings ill land on sharp things, or hit my body /head anyways, i dont know wat to do,..

[Elphie.QE.MDXXXIII]

I've had that before. I forced food down my throat. But if it's this bad, get thee to a community health center or free clinic (check if your town has those). If it happens during school, go to the nurse and if she calls your parents, they can't say no, right?

[hope4thebetterchick]

dear tree,

hey there. u shouldn't have to deal with this and if you are confused, call one of the many helpful hotlines out there. most of hte time we don't have anyone to talk to or we keep everything to oursevles. i do that so much, too. if u can't tell anyone on the outside, give me your e-mail adress adn we can talk. remember, u can overcome this! just think u can!

hope4thebetterchick

[TL TEEN]

Hey that really sucks! If you really cannot eat and are feeling weak/tired to the point where you are falling over, my suggestion is that you go see a doctor or even talk to your school counselor. It sounds like you have a LOT on your plate with school and a FULL TIME job and you deserve better than to be tired all day. Sleep does not substitute for food. I hope I've helped .