I lost a lot of weight last year (about ten pounds). I think my normal weight is supposed to be 115-140. I’m 111.6 pounds. Which I guess isn’t too bad. I’m a little obsessed with my weight. I wish I could get back to 115, but I still haven’t been able to. I used to not eat when I was depressed, I even passed out at work. I never eat breakfast, except on weekends. I think it’s all killing me. I’m always feeling a bit dizzy or light headed. If I hadn’t eaten lunch today, I would have passed out. I want to gain weight but I don’t want to eat too much stuff that isn’t good for you. It doesn’t help that I’m a picky eater. I don’t know how to make myself eat breakfast, it sounds stupid but it’s really hard. I’m sick of this. I think I’m at least borderline anorexic. I’m obsessed with my weight, I skip meals, I’ve lost weight and I’m struggling to get it back. I feel so pathetic. I really hate myself. And I hate that I hate myself and feel so pathetic.
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on Wed Mar 28, 2012 5:13 am, edited 1 time in total.