how do i stop myself?

[localina]

throughout my life i have had periods of being "fat" and being "skinny." in 8th grade i was borderline anorexic. I stopped eating but luckily my friends noticed and helped me, yet i still lost a lot of weight. High school came and i was perfectly normal but now i find myself gaining weight and i don't want that. Since last year i knew i had to "diet" because i have to buy a prom dress but my diet has now turned into borderline bulimia. It started last week when i hit an all time low and i just went at it without thinking twice. I started cutting myself too. I found myself running to the pharmacy to buy laxatives because i know it helps loose weight. I know this is bad for you but i cant help it, i just automatically go to the bathroom and stick my finger down my throat. When i first threw up my food i was so happy. I just want it to stop before it gets bad...which i feel like is going to be soon. What do i do?

[chelsy.houston]

all you need is to compose yourself and look up to life as sea of opportunities.
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[maeghan]

well from personal experience going through an eating disorder makes you feel like what your doing is "normal" and is in no way out of the ordinary. I was about 80 pounds in middle school from making myself throw up. In middle school its where you are first trying to find yourself and seeing where you fit in. So i thought being skinny would make me "pretty" It wasnt until about my sophmore year in high school when i really noticed that i wasnt healthy. And for me telling my friends didnt help, i had to figure it out on my own. I was a varsity athlete and i had no energy and just wasnt myself. Everyones body types are different. Im also going to prom but you dont have to find a dress that you have to alter yourself for, you want to find a dress that fits you perfectly how you are and trust me they are out there! You just have to keep looking it may take some time to find the perfect one but when you do its worth it! Love yourself just how you are and others will to!

[haparnumela]

Best way is, make will power strong, and make plans to achieve the goals.............

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