You are not crazy or mad. I have met so many stick-thin girls and lots of them are horrible looking, in fact I was one of them. They don't have any curves like hips, breasts, or butts. What's so interesting about a girl who doesn't have those qualities? Plus, you need the nutrients in order to have healthy, glowing skin. Most of them have very pale, grayish-like faces. Nutrients also help your eyes and hair. Who wants hair that doesn't grow and tired-looking eyes? Not me, nor does anyone else. I was a bit on the skinny side a year ago and even my grandparents would poke fun at me for being so skinny. From this, I just hope you realize that looking paper-thin is not pretty. In my opinion, I would much rather see an over-weight girl with a beautiful face and a beautiful personality, than a skinny girl who has a tired, sunken face with a horrible personality, any day. You are beautiful the way you are, trust me. Do not let suicidal thoughts get in the way of a whole life in front of you.